Monday, October 9th, 2006
Somewhere In Between….
Current mood:
complacent
I’m sitting at my parents house right now because my house is up for sale and today is "open house". I haven’t hung out on this couch in SO long… As I was sitting here, listening to Brother sing ‘Somewhere In Between’ (go check fooj0o), I decided to check my page and read a blog entry from wifee. It mentioned that she had been reminiscing about the past 13 years… Wow…. it has been a long time since 13 years ago. So much has happened; so much has changed. Where the heck did the last 13 years of my life go? In a blink of an eye, I’m out of school, I don’t shoot pool anymore (which at the time I considered a ’sport’), I’m a few shy of 30, I’ve got a home to call my own, I have my core friends that would do anything for me and me for them, I actually DO exercise now, and I’ve completed a TRIATHLON… Wooh… When I put things into perspective, it’s pretty intense….!
God, in looking back for the past decade, I just can’t believe the place I’m in now. Like wifee, I too have made some pretty crazy decisions over the years. Some that I think to myself what the hell I was thinking right afterwards. But none…. absolutely none would I regret. Some choices I SHOULD have made, but I chickened out on (still kicking my self in the ass for that), some I shouldn’t have made, I did anyway. Regardless, the past is definitely the past, and I can’t change a thing.
Now that I’m older and wiser (kinda), I’ll just make more ‘educated’ irrational decisions…
My mom always told me that I never thought out any of the choices I’ve made in life…. She says I’m ‘WILD’… hahaha! Me, Wild? Nah uh… I’m just stubborn and once I get things into my head, there is almost nothing to stop me from getting/achieving it…. in a good way of course.
So now, I’m kinda in limbo…. I’m utterly satisfied with my life, but at the same time, since I’m not really working (again, I’m still in ‘research’ mode), I’m just "Somewhere In Between" two worlds…
hmmmmmm…..
Life is still good…. 
accomplished