Smoke - Puff Puff
As previously mentioned in one of my blogs, I quit smoking in July of last year. I don’t know if this has happened to anyone of you guys, but it’s a little past my one year anniversary (yeah me!), and OH MY GOODNESS I’ve got the craziest itch to smoke again… JUST ONE!!! All I want is just to taste a cigarette… Am I totally pathetic?
I’ve been having people working on my house lately, and one of the guys left what he thought was an empty pack of cigarettes in my garage. When I went to throw it away, i saw ONE CIGARETTE LEFT! You can’t even BEGIN to understand what I was thinking! I took the cigarette out and just placed it on the table…. staring at it… for almost 2 or 3 minutes debating whether or not I should smoke it. LUCKILY, I didn’t have a lighter, so I just left it there, in my garage… I actually thought to myself, hm, after I go run, I’m just gonna light it up. HOWEVER, by the time I got back from running, I didn’t want to poison my fresh lungs with smoke, so I left it there thinking I was going to smoke it the next day.
The next day the contractor people came again, and saw the cigarette sitting there on the table and smoked it! PHEW!!! THANK GOD!!!! Still though, I’ve been having MASS cravings….
Need support people! I don’t wanna!!! I need to get rid of this one year itch!! HELP!
August 20th, 2006 at 3:29 pm
I had a drag of a cigarette last night… All peachy… Confirmation: Smoking - No good….
August 24th, 2006 at 8:11 am
isn’t smoking harder to quit than heroin…..having never done both to excess, i have no idea other than other peoples ramblings on the subject matter.
September 7th, 2006 at 7:54 pm
Dont do it. When you get that crazy feeling just takefive deep breaths and close your eyes. and think about how great life is with out it……urge is gone