OuiLui’s Blog

As previously mentioned in one of my blogs, I quit smoking in July of last year. I don’t know if this has happened to anyone of you guys, but it’s a little past my one year anniversary (yeah me!), and OH MY GOODNESS I’ve got the craziest itch to smoke again… JUST ONE!!! All I want is just to taste a cigarette… Am I totally pathetic?

I’ve been having people working on my house lately, and one of the guys left what he thought was an empty pack of cigarettes in my garage.  When I went to throw it away, i saw ONE CIGARETTE LEFT! You can’t even BEGIN to understand what I was thinking! I took the cigarette out and just placed it on the table…. staring at it… for almost 2 or 3 minutes debating whether or not I should smoke it. LUCKILY, I didn’t have a lighter, so I just left it there, in my garage… I actually thought to myself, hm, after I go run, I’m just gonna light it up. HOWEVER, by the time I got back from running, I didn’t want to poison my fresh lungs with smoke, so I left it there thinking I was going to smoke it the next day.

The next day the contractor people came again, and saw the cigarette sitting there on the table and smoked it! PHEW!!! THANK GOD!!!! Still though, I’ve been having MASS cravings….

Need support people! I don’t wanna!!! I need to get rid of this one year itch!!  HELP!

I’ve been back for almost a week now from all my travels, and I STILL feel like I have NO idea what is what! I’ve been out of the country for most of the last 2 1/2 months enjoying, relaxing, and "researching". I have definitely done all that, and then some!

Coming back was kinda sad at first because I feel like I should become "Steph, the world traveler" now… But! Now that I’m at home, oh my goodness, it sure does feel good to be back!

I’ve got so much to do now! This past weekend, we had a bachelorette day for one of my best friend’s that are getting married. It was SO NICE to just hang out and SPEAK ENGLISH for once! She’s going to be the most beautiful bride on earth, and I was lucky enough to be one of her bridesmaids. A little more than 2 weeks left… (Oh GOD… gotta fit into my dress!!) I don’t know… Weddings are ALOT of work… all for just 1 day… but I think the end result is totally worth it.  Seeing two people that you love seal their love for each other is something that is a total blessing! I can’t wait! We have another bachelor/bachelorette luau this weekend, then the wedding the weekend after! Phew! Lots to do, LOTS to do!!

As for me…. Sigh… my life continues…. Now is my time to enjoy my life, not having to worry about anyone or anything besides what makes me happy… Don’t get me wrong, anyone who knows me KNOWS my nurturing personality, BUT… As of now.. It’s me time. Eventually, if someone just happens to come my way, then I’ll go back, but I can’t even FATHOM that idea right now.

Anyway, enough of my random gibberish thoughts for now… look forward to more! It’s time for me to go run!

Seriously though, has anyone just sat there and looked outside recently? I’ve got all the windows and screen doors open in my house, and as I type and look outside, it’s so BEAUTIFUL!!! I love my view…!! hm… maybe I’ll take a picture to show ya… Weather is awesome! It’s time to work some more on ma- tan!!!

Have a nice one my loves!!

It’s been a while since I’ve posted anything. Most of you think I either 1 => Fell off the deep end and checked myself into a mental hospital, or 2 => Fell off the deep end and committed suicide.

Well folks, I’m pleased to announce that I have not fell off the deep end. In fact, I’m doing quite well.

Since my last drama for your mama days, I decided to travel around the world and forget about my worries and problems.  WELL, I’m Steph.. and Steph ALWAYS follows through with what she says.

In the past couple months, I’ve gone through Europe (London, Paris, Lucerne, Milan, Rome, Venice, and Munich)… then came home for a couple weeks, then went through Asia!

Now.. I’m pooped and can’t figure out what freaking time zone I’m in. BUT.. I am definitely a happy camper.  There is just something about being in a million countries that just puts your life back into perspective. Ya know?

Anyway - Just wanted to let you all know that I’m alive, and doing well…

Love ya guys!

That’s right my loves…. STEPH IS BACK!