Friday, March 10th, 2006
There comes a time when you feel like things cant get any worse. You’re frustrated with the cards that life has dealt you and you wanna fold. You live day by day wondering when the pain and frustration will end, but as each day passes, what starts off as sadness becomes hurt, then anger… until you finally throw in your towel and say, "OK, I’m done. I’ve had enough". You feel like you’re trapped in a water well, and no matter how loud you yell, or how hard you try to climb out to bring yourself back to the surface, your body goes limp, or no one heeds your call.
You begin to second guess yourself about the decisions you’ve made in life. The direction you took…Was it worth it? Should I, or better yet, could I have done something different to change my current destiny? I guess I’ll never know.
So I continue living as best as I can, yet at the same time, trying to figure out what’s going on… with me and my life….
